Michael Radel, Fallen Angel

Death. We all cringe at it, naturally. I know not to question my higher power, on why things happen and it's timing. My childhood friend Michael Radel passed away a few days ago, and my heart has been so heavy on it. Writing is a way for me to let my emotions ride. This is for him and this is for me.

We met back in middle school. Just like any kids that age, we joked around, went to the skating rink on Fridays and unlike kids now, loved being outside for hours a day playing. Michael was always such a nice energy to have around. Always so funny, energetic and ready for whatever was thrown at him. Growing up we all had our family and personal issues, but we all stuck together, always protected each other. He was there for me for hardships, my parents separating and my favorite just to make me smile. I will forever be grateful for him finding the positive in every dark time. 

Fast forward to after high school. He moves back to Miami to become a barber and better himself. We did not see each other often, but we always made sure to stay in contact. Last time we spoke he was just so happy. He was with a woman that loved him, traveling and living. Even though my brother did not see 30, and I feel he still had so much to accomplish I know he is in a better place. My belief tells me that here, Earth, is a type of hell. We are put here to be tested, to be used and abused for our beautiful afterlife. My God wanted him, he needed him and his lively spirit more than we did. I appreciate all my friends and family that have been supporting me in this hard time. His viewing is Monday, and we say out final goodbyes on Tuesday. 

Death is only hard on the people who are left behind. We can not be selfish in this time. Wanting him back here with us is what we all would want. But the world he is in right now is filled with peace and beauty. So since I truly believe that, it makes me a little more content. My fallen angel is in the kingdom we all hope to make it into one day. I love you Michael, watch over us all and guide us when we are on the wrong foot. Make sure to always love those around you say it. Do not carry hate and negativity in your soul, forgive others, not for them, but for yourselves. Remember to always love and allow to be loved. Xo